Ghost of Bad Times
The hollow passage of my womanhood.
I did not know; I was not aware.
My doomed womanhood questioned the prejudices,
A lingering poignant feeling drying my mouth.
I'm not a dime's worth, with my typical point of view.
Today, I ran back and forth in the forest.
The murmurs of the dry leaves, synchronised with the sound of oppression.
I bled between my legs.
I plead guilty in a world, egalitarianism is pedantic; philanthropy is for fame.
I felt like a worm waiting to be beheaded,
Whilst building a grave for the earth I smelled my happy thoughts.
A hot brewed cup of coffee and laughing till I gasp for breath.
Joy must smell of petrichor, a smell I yearn for.
I struggle to understand the way you think, lend me a parasite of your brain.
I'm not a saviour, I'm not a hero.
But why must a whale from the brave ocean be slaughtered for your entitlement?
And your illusion.
I'm craven.
I am waiting for the bureaucracy to sink whilst losing my mind.
Perhaps then, I'll take a bus to hell; God will serve fascism for breakfast.
And I'll throw a fit.
The writer is a grade 12 student at Bangladesh International School and College.
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